Upon having my neck adjusted during the recent session, I became aware of emotion welling up inside me. I then began to experience pain in my upper left shoulder blade area. I had the remembrance of previously felt physical pain in this spot when clearing deeply held emotional pain related to my female being-ness. As I tuned into the sensations, I heard from my Soul that I was specifically releasing feelings of “persecution as a female healer”. I was reminded by my Soul that I have been killed numerous times for being a healer and I was a woman during many of these experiences. Another layer of the onion related to persecution was being cleared. I felt intense grief come from deep inside me. After this released, I had awareness that my inner Female Healer felt very tired and weary. I experienced this weariness through all of my being as the energy moved out through my bodies. A few minutes later, I then had awareness of my inner Female Warrior coming to the fore. I have worked on helping her heal in the past but haven’t connected to her in quite some time. I then heard from my Soul that these two archetypes were beginning to merge. Apparently, it was time for my Female Warrior and Female Healer to come together to support one another. I began the process of melding these two archetypes and, in so doing, my Female Healer is beginning to feel more empowered, and my Female Warrior is more able to use her power with compassion.
When I learned some years ago that the internal archetypes needed to be healed, I didn’t have an understanding that they would eventually merge and share their gifts with one another. I thought of it more as a singular phenomenon with each archetype healing individually. My Soul has likened this Alchemical process to “boiling an onion”- the onion becomes softer and more malleable when cooked.
I feel a sense of relief knowing that the separation in the experiment is moving toward coming to a close in yet another level of my being. My inner Female Healer feels more supported, at last. As in the current incarnation from which I communicate with you now I am here to embody the Sacred Teacher/Healer energies, this new development feels like a shift in the right direction as I begin to more fully know my Truth. This experience of Alchemy has opened up a whole new level of awareness regarding my ascension process. I am excited to continue healing and melding all of the archetypes within and to more fully understand how this latest development in my evolution will continue to transform me from the inside out. With the deepest of gratitude, I thank my gifted friend Peter, my Soul/Soul Council Members, and my Sacred Archetypes within.